Sound of Love by Cassie ft. Jeremih

I have been a fan of Cassie Ventura since the day she was known for her song called "Me & U" which became an instant hit around the year of 2006. But in all honesty, I listened to this mostly because

1. my good friend told me to listen to it, so I did and
2. it was featuring Jeremih.

I mean come on, Jeremiah and you instantly think about Birthday Sex and any baby making song is a good song, no? But oh wow, Cassie's voice definitely did things to me. Oh god. This song has been released for approximately 2 weeks now, yet it only has about 100k+ views. I personally love it, maybe it's not for everyone. But it sure as hell is underrated.

Remember Me

I honestly wish I could be able to write something that matters, you know what I mean? Something that is able to make people feel, inspired, touched, something that counts. I had a fairly amount of readers back in my previous blog when I was 15, back then I remember writing about the things going on around me and honestly, people liked the never ending drama that occurred in my life, I guess. I want to write something from what I feel, my opinions, but these words can never really describe how it really is, maybe I have to start reading again..which reminds me of the fact that I have not read a book in probably a year. Oh my.

Bitch You Killed My Vibe

So I found a photo of this skull in my computer, it's originally a tattoo so I decided to re-draw it since I can't recall the last time I properly drew anything. As I was finishing the sketch, a water droplet from my iced hazelnut latte fell on my a4 paper...

Life's a bitch.

Undiscovered Artist : Douglas Bako

A friend linked me this video some time yesterday and I have had his video tabbed ever since.  With just an application available on the iPhone called "Voice Jam", Douglas Bako managed to mesmerize me with his ever so raspy voice. Not to mention how he made a mixture of my favourite songs from Ed Sheeran beautifully. God, he gave me the goosebumps. Douglas Bako, you need to be discovered.

Oh my, you are amazing.

Nakedness

Today, I posted a gif of myself without any make up on with naked written as the caption and the comments that I received were people bluntly saying "you're not naked" "doubt you are naked" "prove it". Funny..no..it's sad actually..how society today only sees nakedness as the form of nudity. This is exactly what both my lecturers, Mr Rubin and Mr Hardip taught me in social psychology and media appreciation. People should start looking beyond the photo.

On a not so different note, just because someone takes a nude photo does not exactly mean sexy or provocative..look at the background, the eyes, the smile, the facial expression, the body language. We were born into this world naked, its honestly a form of innocence. How painters paint their models in their nude, you do not focus on their genitals, no, that's just shallow. It's because of what we have today, the media, pornography for example, it destroyed everyones perception of nudity. They associate nudity with sex. It's sad, really.

Ryan Fonseca

Love me, Ryan Fonseca.

You Only Live Once

I remember when I was at the age of 15, I was away from home for a period of time. I stayed over at my ex's place and I remember sitting down on his computer chair, blogging away about my dreams, about how in my previous blog, I used to write an amount of posts of how much I wanted to be an architect, to be able to design buildings that people will remember in centuries to come, being able to travel the world, the ability to admire and appreciate the beauty of what this world has to offer.

I want to go to France and gawk at the Eiffel tower, I want to be able to be mad at it and complain how France isn't like what I imagined it would be, how the Eiffel tower is overrated and how french people aren't that friendly. I want to go Italy and throw coins in the Trevi Fountain, do exactly what Hilary Duff did in The Lizzie McGuire. Get on a vespa and find authentic italian pasta. I want to go Belgium and be able to pay for Tomorrowland. I want to have the sickest weekend that will be remembered in 80 years to come. I want to go to Netherlands. Visit Scott in apeldoorn like I promised, I want him to take me around to the red light district and smoke some lemon haze in the coffeeshop.

I want to travel the world.

with nothing but myself,

a book,

my shades,

a camera

and an amount of money that will never run out.

Give Me Love

It's 11.54 am on a Wednesday morning, here I am, sitting..well lying down on my bed with my legs up in my royal blue Arizona tank top and red boy shorts. Everyone is out. Home alone. I've been feeling a little out of it lately, the past few days have been constantly a reminder of what I used to feel 24/7. I can't really explain it, honestly. Everything has been making me feel so..I don't know..it's not depression, no, why would I be depressed? Nor is it sadness. Is it? I don't know. I can't quite understand it. One thing is for sure, listening to Ed Sheeran does not help. At all.

For Keeps

I can't remember the last time I felt this way. I honestly can't describe what it is..some sort of lost or sadness, I just can't seem to sum it up. What I miss most are these girls, up here. The ones who made 2012 such an amazing year for me. Semester 1 of college was truly amazing. Those nights we spent partying our asses off, be it with the boys or without but most of the time, we would spend our time chilling at Anne's room, me on the bed (obviously) and the others would just lay on the floor, going through Tumblr, gushing over adorable boys, listening to sexual music and making song covers on the macbook's video cam. 

Remember that night when we chilled at Boomtown, we had our fair share of chicken wings and an amount of unhealthy fried food, not to mention shisha! But we couldn't really care less. Instead we drove ourselves to the park, right behind my house which we named the Park of Dreams (POD) There we were, me and the girls, some sat and some lied down on the skating area, listening to stuff that gave us the goosebumps. We exchanged stories of our lives, we laughed, we bonded under the starless sky. I remember looking at them and thinking to myself, I don't ever want to lose these girls. 

Bad by Wale ft. Tiara Thomas

Tiara Thomas released this song about a year ago but it hit millions of views on YouTube after Wale got it featured as his first single on his third studio album, The Gifted. Personally, I'm not a big fan of Wale, but he killed it on this one. So much love.

No Hate, No Love Lost

I had a really good Friday night with some of the best people. I mean what else do I need? Good music, good stuff and really good company. At one point as I was sitting down on the floor with my legs crossed, in my denim shorts and white tank top..I started looking around me, I was with the two people I love most, the two people I grew up with, Aida and Ashraf. How much we have changed over the years and yet we are still here, closer than ever, accepting the changes instead of just walking away when things don't seem like it used to, you know what I mean? I've realised this for a while now, it's quality over quantity. I would rather not think about the lost friends, instead just take it as it is, if they want to be in your life, they would still be here, but if they're not, then it's fine.

No hate, no love lost.

Got Me Up All Night

So sup faggots,

So this is obviously a really old photo of me and my friends taken about 3 years ago in the back of the car. From the right is Lutfi, followed by me, Alya and Ashraf. A lot of has changed since then but I still see a lot of Ashraf. You would probably notice this if you follow me on instagram..

Anyway, it's Friday and I am currently downloading some songs for my homeboy's party tonight. Ashraf and his 3 other buddies finally got their own place just a few minutes away from college and guess what they decide to call their unit? The metrodome. As in those cheesy lame superhero movies you see and they go like "TO THE METRODOMEE!" Damn, boys are so weird. 

Cause Lately I've Been Thinkin

Today, I talked to a friend about some stuff that used to make me feel so depressed. It's been way too long since I last really talked about them. I haven't noticed how much it bothers me. No lie, life has been nothing but amazing since July, like I honestly can't remember the last time I was truly depressed. Like legit sad over something. But talking about them, it doesn't make me sad anymore, its more of a numb-fuck-that-shit sort of thing, like it bothers me to the extent that I can't be fucked to even think about them. Let alone talk about them. I've tried everything, yet they still remain the same. Probably worse. So why ponder and be depressed over something that will never change?

The Skull

I forgot where I found this from but it was most definitely seen on some random Tumblr. First glanced and I couldn't stop envying the artist. How he is able to ink and shade so perfectly. I don't really like the two smileys at the back though but the fine details of the mummy/zombie makes up for it.

Girls Love Beyonce by Drake

For those who are not aware of this, the 26 year old canadian artist, Drake, recently released a new song on the 16th of April, 2013 called Girls Love Beyonce featuring James Fauntleroy. This song hit like 250k viewers in the 2nd day of its release on youtube. Drake isn't really my favourite rapper there is but not gona lie, this song has been on repeat for the past two days. I loved the fact how he had some mad flow on this song and mixed it with some old school rnb, it's so chill though.

Shit Moves Slow

So what's up faggots, I know I haven't been in my blog since I first updated it only because :

1. I've been busy with retake classes

(I failed my business because I'm a useless tool who doesnt know how to balance shit and education)

2. I'm the biggest procrastinator there is.

No lie, I won't even bother sugar coating it. I, Alisya Fairuz, is one lazy piece of ass. There you go. I've been saying how much I miss writing on my Tumblr, (follow my tumblr if you havent hehe) but talk is cheap girl so here I am, hopefully still have loyal readers and followers. I've decided to turn this blog for my personal stuff, and anything that is related to music/art. You shall be entertained ;)