Inhale and Exhale

This is a lonely society. It's amazing isn't it, how we have more than 500 friends on our social network yet when it comes down to nights like these, music happens to be your only company. There is the occasional numbing yourself to drugs, sure, it helps to distract your mind from thinking about things and at one point, you just become more obsessed of the idea of being depressed.

What is it that drove us feeling this way? Objects? Death? Break ups? People walking out on you? Parents? What is it that is not enough? That we can't seem to achieve on our own. Not gonna lie, I am no different. There are days when I would just lay on my bed, curled up in a ball and just bawl my eyes out, feeling that emptiness but what is it, how do I even stop this? It's like a black hole that I can't seem to fill and I was told that when you inhale deeply, you feel less of the burden. I have inhaled. I have. Countless amount of times. And this feeling, this black hole won't fucking go away.