This Is Me

I sketch a lot, please don’t think I’m strange if I start doodling on a napkin in Starbucks and no, just because I sketch a lot, that doesn’t make me Picasso. I can’t draw you. I will draw you, if I want to. But if I don’t then please don’t take it personally. I like houses, I really like houses. I like sight seeing. I like seeing houses. So please just go along with me if I ever gush about their tiles. If you must know, I am tone deaf. Or at least that’s what I’ve been told due to my horrible singing. But music plays a vital role in my life. I don’t subscribe to a particular genre. To be frank, I don’t even know how to differentiate most genres but I am that girl that falls asleep with my iTunes on. If you can’t deal with this then I’m sorry, I don’t think we can date. I am that girl that is probably more interested in your playlist than the brand of your watch. I honestly do not care and I am honestly not up to date with the latest high-end brand. I do like fancy things, don’t get me wrong but it isn’t a big deal to me. I take a lot of photos. I take photos of things that fascinates me. Things that may not be a big deal to you. Please don't think I'm strange for the fact that I like details. I save details. Details of my days so in 10 years, this white cup will remind me of how we had coffee in this coffee shop and talked about absolutely everything. I observe things even when it doesn’t seem like I do. I talk a lot, I’ll talk about you, I’ll talk about me but that doesn’t mean I don’t listen. That doesn’t mean I don’t process the things you say. Also, I think a lot. That, I apologize. I organize things in my mind so I’ll have a rough idea of what to expect. I notice expressions and sometimes I over analyze, and maybe sometimes I’m wrong, so please don’t freak out when I ask if you’re okay. It is important to me that you are okay. I guess I’m a fixer. I try to fix things. But these days I realize that it’s better off to listen and understand than fixing because some people would rather leave things the way they are. I think a lot, I’ve said this. I probably have a thousand of theories about thousands of things. I’ll probably question you so please don’t just agree because I’m not sure myself. I am trying as I go, please understand that I am slow. I’m learning still. How we work, how emotions work, how give and take work. So please don’t think I am self-centered because I can be.

Lastly, please don't think I'm sad because I don't think I am.